Sunday, March 28, 2010

Back to the grind

Abar Monday morning blues kikore j sharadin khali ghum ghum paay janina hotat mone porlo "poran jaay joliya" bole ekta recent bangla cinema (jeta Namaste London er copy ebong ejonye prochur fine o diyechhe) r ekta gaan, jar line holo "rate ghum ghum ashe na Chokhe ghum ghum name(/ashe) na kaeno ghum ghum ashe na janina (maybe) baje boka shesh aj ami chhaeka khelam gorom korai te ei week e friday chhuti tar por 5months no chhuti ki j korbo//bhablei birokto lagchhe//Anyway (kalkei janlam Anyways bolata bhul English) abar ghum pachhe, shokal 10.42 e haai tulchhi kal ek2 onko kore besh bhalo lagchhilo, kharap o karon I think I have lost my comfort with Maths student life tai bhalo, porikkha te ami ektu boro hoye jawar porei bhoy petam na so exams were not a deterrent for me asha ba ambition ta khub beshi chhilona tai hoyto, borong result ashle ek2 dukkho hoto///ami porikkhar pore kokhono hishab kortam na ba gune dekhtam na j total koto pabo, tai 88 pele kharap lagto j aetoi pelam jokhon 90 pelam na kaeno jak, no more dukhi dukhi kotha Mumbai trip tar kotha ebar likhte hobe Bye all and Bye to me Best of Luck, nana CONGRATULATIONS to me for a wonderful week ahead :)

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Elo melo dur chhai

Shuru holo depression er series keu ki porbe? ami jani na but hindi te bole na Bharas nikalna, ami tai korbo jodi bhabo ami churanto frustu tobe tai kintu amar hoye justification dei, ami eguloke khanikkhon e mathay rakhi then furut shudhu rare occassions e er onnotha hoy ekjon amar dukkher kotha shune bolechhilo j "I am happy to be sad" achha eta ki kokhono hote pare? k shadh kore dukhi hote chaay, unless she jodi na pagol hoy ? AMI NA MOTEO Ok, aj tobe thak porerdin amra aalshemir golpo korbo tobe thak er golpo --- bus e ekjon mohila nijer stoppage e neme jawar jonno seat theke uthlen, pashei bosha ekjon ''bhodro''lok (pore bujhben bhodro kothata kaeno highlighted) hotat mohilar sarita pichhon theke khanikta tene dilen Mohila tele begun jole uthe bollen, eta kirokom oshobbhota? apni ekti nongra, itor lok, ityadi ityadi gaali, English e jake amra shadharonoto "bla blah blah" boli bhodro''lok bollen, "oh apnar apotti achhe? tobe thak, bole haat ti bariye mohilar sariti mohilar poshchaddesher khaje (Hope no more elaboration required) dhukiye nirbikar mukhe boshe roilen ashpasher lokjonder kotha ki bolbo, apnarai guess korun ebar bolun to, bhodro''lok kothata justified kina? PUNOSHCHO : uporer ghotonati shotyo ghotona adharito noy, oti SHOTYO GHOTONAI bote aj ashi